We're told at a young age that words can never hurt us, but I've learned over the years that it's not true. Some words can break us so badly that we never fully recover from them. Goodbye being the worst of all. As a young adult I was forced to say goodbye to my father. Losing him broke me in a way I never thought I'd recover from... until I met Ryan. Ryan Mitchell was the balm my soul needed to heal. He filled my life with happiness, love, and affection. He made me want things I didn't think I ever would, and the dreams I'd said goodbye to years before didn't seem so lost anymore. He taught me to live life to the fullest, and open myself to love. I didn't think anything could bring me down from the high he kept me on... but I was wrong. Life sometimes throws us curveballs that we can't explain. It tests us and pushes us harder than we can ever imagine. I didn't think I'd survive the crash, but I did. Sometimes goodbye can be beautiful and it was...with Ryan. This book is intended for adult readers. It contains profanity and graphic sexual encounters. It may not appropriate for readers under the age of 17.