Hidden in the darkroom of our subconscious are files containing information about our past. For those who have led a life of truth and respectability, their files will remain eternally closed. But for those who have led a life of deceit and betrayal, their files will be opened, the consequences of their actions ending in divorce and alienation. Whether the sexual act involves infidelity or just impulsive and irrational misbehaviour, it can often be conceived that the risks are gratuitous and frequently undertaken without remorse, incrimination or consequence.Beverley and Andrew Grainger met at university and have been together for nearly thirty-years. Beverley is fifty and works as a headteacher at a school in Cheshire. Andrew is sixty-two and before he retired he worked as an architect in a large architectural and engineering practice in Manchester. After a romantic honeymoon in Majorca they fell in love with the island and they've been going back to the same resort and the same hotel ever since.Beverley Grainger is an attractive woman, with a fabulous figure and still turns heads wherever she goes. Andrew lost interest in sex when he turned sixty, but even before that sex was confrontational, hurried and very disappointing. Beverley never thought she could be unfaithful to Andrew. In fact, she never looked at other men until she reached fifty and realised that compared to her friend Sally Monroe and some other women her age, her life was boring, sexless and lacking excitement. When Beverley Grainger was diagnosed with breast cancer not only did her life change, her attitude, her dreams, and her appetite for sex changed with it.The book contains explicit descriptions of sexual behaviour and is therefore intended for adult reading only. To protect the privacy and reputation of individuals, all the names, dates and places in the book have been changed.