There are so many words that would embody the heart cringing emotions of this story. The expression of the struggle and pain that was felt from the aspect of a seven year old innocence being torn by her very own flesh and blood. To a two year old feelings of being alone with no home physically and emotionally. The emotional turmoil of a broken woman that developed through the moments of self mutilation, suicidal secrets, and very promiscuous ways of lost affection. Through the broken tears of her empty wounds, she expresses herself through the segregation of her conflicting sexuality, and spiritual beliefs. The embodiment of the of the disgust that was felt from the left over memories and her confusion of her sexual preference because of memories and past encounters. She finds herself searching for the aspect of young games as society labels her as a lost cause, she begins to cut again and love women while playing hide and seek and freeze tag in her internal soul. This novel expresses the view points of addictions, sexuality, segregation, and the absence of control. This novel captivates the very pages of the reader's internal journal and will move your heart page by page.